so ryte..wer shall i begin...lets start fr0m the root..
last sunday..masud asq me out..kiter g tng0q wayang..(G.I JOE)
ciyyan saaayyyaanng..he wanted to watch with me..skaliey da orng laen ajaq..
(taqpe baby..kiter watch proposal kiez..) so jyeah.met masud @ tamp mrt
around 2 plas..actuali jnji kul 1..hahahaha.i was damn fucking late..
abey dyer sempat gi geylang..tng0q barang moto.. -.- so waited lyk half to 45 mins fer hym..
da jmper,off to the cinema..we catch the 2.30pm sh0w..

afta the moviey,i go smokey2 dulu..hehe..tuh mesti tawu..den headed to hyz byke..
& vvrrrroooooommm to ECP..as he has soccer in the evening..futsal @ 6..we reached ECP
@ 5.30 g2..kiter g mac dulu..i grab myself a fillet-o-fish meal..n he stakat mkn double
cheeseburger..n juz the burger..tuh pon taq abezz...haiyyaaa..woryte2..he's off to futsal..
i sat by the side n watch hym play while waiting..iiisshh~~~ peloh2 dorng..mcm aru kuwa
swimming pool siya..so wet~~!! *yuckzz* futsal end @ 8pm.da tuh we chill2..& ton...

(monday) here the kecho part begin..hahaha..da ton 1 hariey taq ckop tawu..the next day,i don't
feel lyk going h0me yet..so i called saaaayyyyaaang..tapy ciiyyyan baby..he nga skola shey..
so bad of me..soriey saaayyaangg..i told hym i was alone & asq if he culd teman me taq..
he rily cab0t skola fer me...so met hym @ tamp mrt..den off to pondoq..lpaq wif hym all the way pai kul 10++ in the nyte..saaayyyaaang rily hve to go den..so jyeah..i boarded 168
bck to woodlands..still nanaq aleq..i met abg faizal @ blk 22..den lpaq jap
while trying hard to get thru manje..den atlast dpt..abg faizal gives us a botle of red-wine..
sedaaaapp jack..dat nyte i drank wif manje n a few frens..but before hand,i've save a bottle
fer saaayyyaang fer the next day..da min0m..maboq..aleq umah manje tdo..i slept @ 5.30am..n woqe up @ 7.45am...

(tuesday) saaayyyaang didn't went to skewl..he cabot again..to myt me..jahat kan aqu niey..
haish..we planned to myt early in the morning..so yeah..bgn @ 7.45am..get ready..n off to myt saayyyaaang @ tamp mrt..wif the bottle of wine..haha..mcm naq min0m jeqq..but im oready @ a bad state..hahaha..rbaq gyler nyer..so yeah..lpaq wif saaayyyaaang again..tiz tyme..we maen game..poker..sape kalah kene min0m dat wine..im okey with it..hahaha..but den saayyyyaaang
cnnt taqe it..but eu have to do it..hahhaa..so more fer me~~!! hahahahah
yeah2..fun tyme..hahaha..n tiz izz the best part eva..
memory gyle nyer..hahaha..i was so drunk dat i kinda shaqe my head..kan lagy feeling..
hahahaha..& i kinda throw my head back...*booomm~~* hahahha..i g0t 1 big bump on my
head..hahahaha..terant0q kuwat gyler nyer..damn dizzy afta dat happen..hahahaha..
da terantoq lagy ktawer2..naq wat lagy...gyler kan..hahaha..hariey pon da mlm..
about 8 plas..saaayyyaang has to go hyz neneq haus..so again off to the busstop,tooq 168 to wdlnds..i went to rc tekong to myt fyqah n jepon as they wanna myt..along the way,smeting hppn..hahhahaha..i was walking,drunk..hahaha..i bang into a wall~~!! hahaha..malu siya~~!!
naseb n0 1 was ter..hahaha..while syting @ tekong,i tink dat i rilly cnnt taqe it..so i called manje
to pick me up..half an hour leta,me n manje are heading bck h0me..(manje's h0me)
ckop tyme d smpai umah dyer..cnnt mas0q plaq..hahahaha..kene lock luwa umah..
around 2++ am,manje wanna make a call..so we searched fer public phn..aru aqu tawu..
marsling sengkek..n0 phn..hahaha..den rase naq kerh toilet plaq..g SPC toilet..den beli air skaliey...duet last kopeq nyer...hahah..troz g block 15..den i asq irshada tr0n..as she blom tdo..
kiter lpaq pai,8 lebyh g2..den aleq to get s0me slipp..

(wednesday) plan unt0q tido kejap den jmper irshada around 12 or 1..hahahaha..due2 taq bgn..
hahahah..den saaayaaang plaq taq ey tr0n..kene g neneq haus..in the end..both of us woqe up @ 5.30pm..but it wasn't a gud slip..tersada2 arh tdo..so stayed her haus the whole day..dary tuesady lapar,hahaha..hariey niey kul 6 ptng aru mkn..manje cook sambal sardine..
(peh pedas naq mamzz) but nice~~ hahaha..lpas mkn mandiey n siyap..kiter due kuwa jln2..ton kat luwa..kecho2..maner naq lyn my gastric yg taq mkn baper hariey..bodoh kan diri kan?? tawu..sedar...

(thursday) met saaayyyaang afta skewl @ tamp mrt..i looq damn rbaq oready..hahaha..*peace*
saayyyaang naq buy me food but i nanaq..den we headed to block 403..lpaq saner..aru
dudoq jap,saaayyyaang naq g toilet..so he went to the toilet while i syt n waited..he go buy
mkn skaliey..he bought fer me half spring chckn rice..nice keperh~~ hahah..but i ate a lil onliey..
trozz kasi dyer abez kan..hehehe..*peace* as usual lpaq,maen kad...tuh larh baby,saper sur0h start syiriq tuh?? kan da susah naq pujok i...hahhaha...*it shows* hmph~! =p
the tyme shows @ 8pm..itz tye to make a move..mcm biaser jgaq naeq 168 g wdlnds..
tapy tibe2 mamad msg..he's been looking evrywer fer me..he even called saaayyyaaang
to look fer me..he bising2 naq tawu wer am i..haha..so i asq permission fr0m saayyyaaang if
i culd go & myt mamad..lpaq ngan dyer kerh aperh..maybe straight tings out..he allowed me
too but i g0t to kip hym update of koz..but eventually,nating hppn..ass usual asq fer patch & stuff..he rilly3 wants me back..he jage maha jager nyer..den he suap mkn smuer..we kinda shed tears together..tiz very nyte..thursday..20.08.09..nangez rbaq nyer..he kinda w0qe me up..
n letting me realise wat i've done all tiz days..taq aleq..tnggl kan my anaq..n the worst iz i mish my anaq damn rbaq..dat i saw tiz lil gerl juz lyk my anaq & on the spot i broke dwn into tears..
& i cant help myself to stop crying..i culdn't..sampai larh the next day..


(friday) me & mamad jmper ace n nad..we went to bottle tree park..nice place..tmpt mkn dyer cam best jeq..i wuld lyk want to try ter 1 day..hahaha..mknan seafood..
mcm menyelere kan arh tuh tmpt..
sat ter the whole day..njoying the view..kacao2 each other..tyme past..it 8++ @ nyte..i chck my phn,i receive a mis kol fr0m my mum..well i've promised n0t onliey saayyyyaaang but masud & mamad too,i will return b4 puase..so i guess itz tyme fer me to leave n0w..& head h0me..
i msg my mum saying soriey..i've made her worried n mad n sad..fer leaving her n my baby juz lyk dat...my mum replied she was n0t mad..she was juz sad i left witout any werdz..leaving her confused..she told me she's on her way bck so myt her..she luvs n misses me soo much..
again i broke d0wn so badly..mamad was ter making me realise all tiz..wat i've d0ne..
betper kejam nyer riana..unt0q meninggal kan anaq nyer..keluarge nyer..tanpe kater2..
i n0e eu guyz..i da sedar..i tawu i taq sepatotnyer wat tuh smuer..so yeah..off to the mrt..tooq the trian to wdlnds..& myt my beloved mum..i salam her,kissed her,hug her..& the ting she kept asking.."nana taqde pape?? nana sihat?? btol?? sumpah?? nana da mkn??"
i ajaq her to the coffee shop near our place..so sambil mkn bley bboal..we sat ter abt an hour or so..dudoq bboal dulu..toqing about me going to werq..afta dat we headed h0me..

pai umah troz get wash up..afta washing up..i lay dwn bside my baby & give her 1 big kiss~~
dammit i mishh her soo much~~!!! hahaha..feel so relief n0w..bck to wer i belong..
dipangkuan keluarge..disamping my anaq..but the saddest ting eva..my mum told me dat my baby culdn't go to slip evry nytez..she will kip on crying & crying..i hve tiz piglet of mine..
(bantal busyuk) hehe..my mum put dat bside my baby..n let her hug it..soon afta she fall aslip..
my mum told me she was luking fer me..she can't find my smell..wer evry baby has a way to smell their mother..i was so dwn~~ y wuld i want to punish my baby lyk tiz?? i n0e eu
guyz..she's innocent..da waqe up niey..

(saturday) so jyeah..today puaser..bgn jeqq..hve to kiss my baby..cnnt say bck to the old lyfe
wer bgn jeqq nating to do on lappy evryday..n0pe..dat wont be it..i will find smeting to do
dat will be worth while..maybe a few hours on lappy won't kill..but i guess since it is the fasting month,i will spent my tyme more on my baby n families..frenz maybe..y n0t..kuwa buker same2..n0t a prob..but 1 ting fer sure..i WILL NEVA EVA leave my baby alone again..i will make sure she WILL N0T get the childhood dat i get..so guyzz..tink b4 ding anityng kiezz...
peace out..chalobeteh..eyy soriey sala..ASSALAMMUALLAIKUM...=]